So the arrangements double / treble now–
served with the drinks served neat
/ dooms two peeled back –more strange
the more the year turns marvelous–
and love –in its autumn finishing –in
starbright winking frosts
and secrecies –until the heart's irrelevant –
let sit / let fill its plate
with the indifference –given away too soon,
having said / made much
of neighborly and exercise. Could we imagine
counting apples –even less–
imagine ease and comforting –two
with their needs on straight–
playing these woolen mice / these ceramic
majorettes –these clear striped balls
she'd hung herself how many seasons–
completing the brisk geometry–
and these fields that run again with influence
to families –emptying away
to soloists –to one especially–
and one –having
touched her some –chasing
home in the long nights
and night-flights
over water?
Too late / too many wines. Too little
in catholic mantras
for reference to settle. And too late maybe–
seeing in winter skies
this splendid hoop of constellations
/ this wand of galaxy / this surface
stirred bright clouds a turning knob transmogrifies–
there in the night-time sky –below
the night-time sky –where all that airy
float must disengage –failing
in grips and head-to-head improvisations
/ in her averted eyes –that
I might seem like anything. No carolers
please tell –no half-song
brooded / weighing in –chords made up
to seem like public minimals –
proving we asked some things besides
the wine a woman borrowed –
besides the deliveries / creamed
teas –besides
her own and flickering
but sharpened
esculence.